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buzzs in my brain
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| can't you see the sun?
love lies bleeding |
things are changing so fast, too fast for my life, my one is stuckin' at the sun, others' one feel so fine, too fine to live with 'em
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A strange dream always in my mind, my death seems to be so near, near to me, near to my old life. After thousand of years here in this earth i've never seen such things around me. love of heart is exploding my head. rationality vs the other side of me, a conflict that cannot be solved are making me feeling so bad. not heartache or such things like that, only a great confusion destroyin' my life. And in such a moment, where are you, my friend? always i helped you in your problems, helped you solving all one that killed your heart.. now where are you? when i need you, when i feel so alone, when i need someone to talk to? | |
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A terrible dream on my head, my death, and the feelin' that i have not done all that i could. such terrible feelings, destroyin' my heart and body, i'm dying now, and cannot do anything against death. Nobody will cry in front of my unlifed-body, and will be forget from all, from her too. she laughed on my face at my bad feelings, don't care about 'em. however i have to care about.. cannot forget.. only suffer |
"a lifetime of memories run through my head now" |
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| "we can learn from the past - but those days are gone we can hope for the future - but there might not be one" | a sense of loneliness. all people around me are leaving me alone, no more alone i said, and i feel so now. And cannot know the reason. | ||